What language does God speak?

Can i try something? whatever crosses my mind? can anyone out there help me? maybe i´ve been speaking a strange language...if i speak English, will someone help me please? Is it possible that God only speaks English? Have i been talking only to myself? well i am willing to try everything...if i have to learn a different language to guarantee that my requests are answered, i will...i have fallen into darkness and my strengths are nearly in the end...now, i´m like an iceberg...something without life, cold, isolated from the world, that keeps melting away...someday it just disappears into a world of silence, of death...maybe that's what i need...